作词 : 罗艺恒
作曲 : 罗艺恒
唱：Laurence 罗艺恒/Marcus李俊纬
曲：Laurence 罗艺恒
词：Laurence 罗艺恒
编曲：Sean M. Sinclair 宋星凯/Laurence 罗艺恒
制作人：Sean M. Sinclair 宋星凯/Laurence 罗艺恒
混音师：Sean M. Sinclair 宋星凯
母带后制：Derek Snyder @Polygon Mastering
发行：@这家娱乐 Resident Studios
Maybe I’ve been doing just fine
表面看似一切如常
On the outside
若无其事
But in my head, don’t feel right.
但内心却暗涌难平
Talking to you, yeah it helps
与你倾诉确有疗效
‘Cause I’m trying
因我始终
To figure how I fit in these lines.
试图找寻自我定位
Happy sometimes
偶尔欢愉
Balancing weights like compromise
像在平衡妥协砝码
Between what I have and what I had
拥有与失去之间
Never seems to align.
永远无法重合
When you feel the same
当你长久以来
For the longest time,
怀揣相同感受
So hard to change
改变如此艰难
(Hoping that I will find)
(期盼终将发现)
Something in me
内心深处
That’ll help me to feel alive.
能唤醒生命力的光
Every time I’m up and life is sweet,
每当生活甜蜜攀升
When I feel the love has reached its peak
当爱意抵达巅峰时
I start to break apart,
我却开始自我瓦解
I try to Sabotage
亲手摧毁
All that is good for me.
所有美好馈赠
When I feel it’s too good to be true,
当幸福美好得不真实
Even when I feel I don’t deserve to be happy with you,
甚至觉得不配与你共享欢愉
I start to fall apart,
我便逐渐分崩离析
I try to Sabotage,
蓄意破坏
I Self-Sabotage, yeah.
自我毁灭循环
When it gets too close,
关系过于亲密时
I push away
我便抽离
When it gets too fast,
进展太过迅速时
I hit those breaks
急踩刹车
Why do I repeat the same mistakes?
为何总重蹈覆辙？
Pushing off the problem to another day.
把问题推给明天
‘Cause I always feel I'm on the sidelines
总觉得自己是局外人
Living my life
过着半吊子人生
Halfway, half-baked compromise
不彻底的妥协
Between what I think and who I am
思想与真实自我
Never seems to align.
永远无法重合
When you feel the same
当你长久以来
For the longest time
怀揣相同感受
So hard to change
改变如此艰难
Hoping that I will find
期盼终将发现
Something in me
内心深处
That’ll help me to feel alive.
能唤醒生命力的光
Every time I’m up and life is sweet,
每当生活甜蜜攀升
When I feel the love has reached its peak
当爱意抵达巅峰时
I start to break apart,
我却开始自我瓦解
I try to Sabotage
亲手摧毁
All that is good for me.
所有美好馈赠
When I feel it’s too good to be true,
当幸福美好得不真实
Even when I feel I don’t deserve to be happy with you.
甚至觉得不配与你共享欢愉
I start to fall apart,
我便逐渐分崩离析
I try to Sabotage,
蓄意破坏
I Self-Sabotage, yeah.
自我毁灭循环
Isolated, all alone in my room again.
再度孤立蜷缩房间
(Need someone to save me)
(渴望谁来拯救)
Now I’m stuck in my head and I can’t escape.
深陷思绪牢笼无法逃脱
Take me away~
带我离开~
Every time I’m up and life is sweet,
每当生活甜蜜攀升
When I feel the love has reached its peak
当爱意抵达巅峰时
I start to break apart,
我却开始自我瓦解
I try to Sabotage
亲手摧毁
All that is good for me.
所有美好馈赠
When I feel it’s too good to be true,
当幸福美好得不真实
Even when I feel I don’t deserve to be happy with you
甚至觉得不配与你共享欢愉
I start to fall apart,
我便逐渐分崩离析
I try to Sabotage,
蓄意破坏
I Self-Sabotage, yeah.
自我毁灭循环
Self-Sabotage~ Self-Sabotage~
自我毁灭~ 自我毁灭~
Even when I feel it’s all okay,
即便看似风平浪静
I push my problems on another day.
仍把问题推给明天
Self-Sabotage~ Self-Sabotage~
自我毁灭~ 自我毁灭~
Even when I feel it’s all okay,
即便看似风平浪静
I push my problems on another day.
仍把问题推给明天