演唱 : VaVa娃娃
作词 : VaVa娃娃
作曲 : VaVa娃娃
制作人 : BINGO
编曲 : BINGO
Guitar : 吴余涛
录音 : 杨惠琳@Studio 21A
录音室 : 21A Studio
人声编辑 : 杨惠琳@Studio 21A
混音母带 : BINGO
出品人 : 韩啸
出品公司 : 种梦音乐D.M.G
Yeah It's 10 pm
(Yeah, it's 10 PM)
姐妹打电话说今晚的派对见
(My girl calls, says "See you at the party again")
体脂秤上下有好几遍
(Step on the scale, check the number, count to ten)
还没有挑选好要用的粉底液
(Still can't pick the right foundation, try again)
几百条没回的微信
(Hundreds of texts I haven't read)
搪塞说公司有规定
(Make excuses—"Company rules," they said)
心里有很多的话想说最后只变成了烟灰的灰烬
(So many thoughts inside my head / End up as ashes, burning red)
It's 2 Am
(It's 2 AM)
妖魔鬼怪都在party dance
(Demons and ghosts at the party, amen)
不出意外又和他遇见
(No surprise, run into him again)
看他把卡座的女孩又加一遍
(Watching him add another girl from the den)
我感觉麻木是酒精或情绪
(I feel numb—is it the alcohol or the pain?)
身边的鹦鹉们口齿都伶俐
(The parrots around me all speak the same refrain)
我快要分不清到底是矫情或脆弱
(I can't tell anymore—am I fragile, insane?)
或者是我心理有疾病
(Or is there something wrong with my brain?)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
It's 5am
(It's 5 AM)
翻来覆去又是一晚上失眠
(Tossing and turning, can't sleep again)
回想我安然的入睡在记忆里那大概17年之前
(Last time I slept soundly? Back when / I was seventeen, somewhere back then)
焦虑型依恋 所以我受不了身边人失联
(Anxious attachment—can't stand when people go MIA)
所以我优柔又寡断 跟那些npd藕断又丝连
(So I hesitate, can't cut ties with the NPDs, come what may)
麻木去下一个目的地
(Numbly moving to the next destination)
上台前强行的集中我注意力
(Forcing focus before my performance presentation)
以前我感觉有钱就能快乐
(Thought money meant happiness, that was my expectation)
现在我感觉说不一定
(Now I'm not so sure—is it just imagination?)
评论说歌词又炫富 曾经的自己被商业改变了
(Comments say my lyrics flex too much, that commerce changed my soul)
为什么炫富 因为我除了富现在也没什么炫的
(Why do I flex? 'Cause lately, being rich is all I've got to show)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
Yea I'm sick
(Yeah, I'm sick)
I've spent so many nights
(I've spent so many nights)
Looking for the right way
(Looking for the right way)
No passion in my life
(No passion in my life)
Who's standing by my side
(Who's standing by my side)
I'm sick...
(I'm sick...)